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[17 Apr 2006|04:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]


I am employed

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[22 Mar 2006|02:03am]

Title: All The Things You Are
Rating: Teen with Mature Themes, but you can read the NC-17 version over at my LJ in my profile.
Disclaimer: I do not own anyone you see in this fiction. They are the property of WWE and to themselves. So please do not sue me. Because all you will get from me is student loans and a very fat black and white cat named Max
Summary: One-Shot-After a night of drinking a diva and her feuding boyfriend discuss their rocky relationship.
Author’s Note: I have absolutely no idea where in the hell this came from. I was supposed to be writing Caribbean Dreams tonight but this wouldn’t leave me alone.

Here is the NC-17 version for the people who like smut, this is also my first attempt in the smutty world.

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Rambling [13 Mar 2006|05:12pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Well I guess I should update this thing, I haven't even posted since Eddie died, which was in November.

I haven't even talked about RENT in here, which has pretty much taken up my life fo rthe past several month's. If there was ever a moive people needed to see it is that movie.

It just hits you, I know every single, word to the orignal play, even the stuff the cut out of the movie, which I know is ridculous, but hey its me of course I will do something like that.

But when do you know your a renthead, is when you will say key phrases such as "Mooo with me." to random stangers.


oh an look at my icon I snagged from wwe_icons. Isn't just cute

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[14 Nov 2005|01:36am]
Today was not a very good day.

Eddie Guerrero passes away
Nov. 13, 2005

WWE is deeply saddened by the news that Eddie Guerrero has passed away. He was found dead Sunday morning in his hotel room in Minneapolis. Eddie is survived by his wife Vickie and daughters Shaul, 14, Sherilyn, 9, and Kaylie Marie, 3.

The cause of death is unknown at this time. An autopsy will be performed in Minneapolis on Monday, and Eddie's body will then be flown to Phoenix. Funeral arrangements are set for Wednesday in Scottsdale, Arizona.

I loved that man, it's hard when a guy you watch ever night leaves so suddenly. As so one said so beauitfully on Fanfourms.

"We see these wrestlers on TV every week, we try to learn everything we can about them.
And then somehow, they end up feeling like family.
We lost a member of the family today, and it'll never be the same without him."

Eddie was a part of my family and I am going to mourn him.

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Sadness and the WWE [09 Jul 2005|06:10am]
[ mood | drained ]

Well I knew it was coming with the second diva search starting and the wwe moving back to usa and losing money, that cuts were coming but there were 20 cuts so far, two that I don't care about but 18 I did.

Bubba Ray Dudley-I loved my big teddy bear, he was part of one of my fav tag teams, I actually cried when I found out he was gone
Dvon Dudley-I didn't like him as much as Bubba but he was part of the dudley package
Joy Giovanni-She grew on me, even if she did absoulty nothing she still did.
Kenzo Suzuki-He was funny when he was goin againest Cena last year and even though he didn't have much talent he did make me laugh
Hiroko-I thought her character was actually better then her husbands and with the waning women's divison I thought she would have excelled.
Matt Morgan-I liked him back when he was in tough enough, and was sad when he had to drop out.
Charlie Haas-He had so much potential he could have been the furtur.
Jackie Gayda-One of my tough enough people I thought she was everything the WWE wanted young blonde and talented but I guessed wrong.
Marty Jannetty- I so wanted to see a reuion of a feud between he and HBK
Dawn Marie-This is the one I am most pissed about, She is pregnant and I have read online that she was told by both Stephanie and Vince that she wouldn't be fired.
Mark Jindrak-I loved him with Sean O'Haire during wcw.
Maven-I cried when I found out. He was my first tough winner I loved him, absoulty loved him and I want him back.
Shannon Moore-Never was given a chance to be something, and he was such a cutie.
James Yun (Akio)-See Above^
David Heath (Gangrel)-Too tell the truth I had no clue he was with the company
Billy Kidman-This was sad he never really became what he should have been, he peaked in wcw. But now his wifes employment is in question I go to Kashamedia and I have read in posts that the wwe actually wants Torrie to quit instead of firing her because they know the backlash that will follow.
Spike Dudley_I'll miss him
Kevin Fertig-I had no idea who he was lol.

I know it may seem stupid to devote a whole post to this but I needed to vent after this past week.

On to other news. London was attacked, and it scared me, I have many firends over in England both from boards and others that have moved there. My prayers are with them and I hope everyone is safe.

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I am bored, oh Happy Fourth of July [04 Jul 2005|07:15am]
[ mood | content ]

Well FF is down and I am so bored it is not even funny. What am I to do man. This sucks lol, well that is enough whining. I should be sleeping but I not because I am silly little insomniac.

On to the important stuff. Well on Saturday all I did was watch some of the best acts perform for Live8. The whole concept is just a great idea, the first time I ever saw the one commericial with the stars in it struck me, you know. ANd the three seconds one made me actually cry.

Ok on to not so important things. Wrestling and Buffy those are the two things that rule my life anymore. I read or write Wrestling fictions or I am reading or writing Buffy. Mostly I read Buffy and write wrestling but you catch my drift.

You the sad thing about reading Buff crossovers though, is that I seriously start shipping Buffy with people that she never had a chance with. I am no longer a hardcore Duck or a Spuffy lol.

More not so important, Trish Stratus has been gone from wwe since freaking May, and now I have to deal with Diva search crap and that pisses me off to no end.


The draft turned out ok, but I am alittle sad that Captian Charmisa is gone from Raw but I always be his peep. Now I have a major reason for watching smackdown.

Oh and my sister sucks becuase now she has me liking Her stupid bands lol. Grumble Grumble. I will not convert to an emo lover lol.

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Just a Random thing [14 Jun 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well hello dear journal. I have ignored thy haven’t I.

Well nothing really to tell my life is boring, well I have been making fan video’s like crazy I went through many genre’s Wrestling, then third watch and finally My dear Buffy. But I seem to have taking a liking to doing WWE wrestling vid’s I have a knack I believe.

Right now I am bored out of my mind it is actually kind of scary. I have been good this week, I updated two of my stories and I am working diligently on my others.

I am so proud of my one called Heaven’s A Lie(WWE) I think it is literally the best freaking thing I have ever written. I don’t know why, it deals with such a dark topic.

Now on to random WWE things. Trish is gone and it sad for me the ultimate Trish mark I have to deal with the diva search again. ICK

And now I have to deal with another Lita wedding hopefully Trish will come down and ruin it like she did last time. Every freaking wedding needs a maid of honor right lol.

The only good thing right now in the wwe is that EC F”W has made a comeback how awesome is that man. I got to see Tommy busted open with a cheese grater and then set on fire now that is wrestling lol.

OH well there is another good thing in WWE now the draft is shaping up as awesome. First Cena.(Be still me fan girl Heart) and now Angle oh jeez plot bunnies stay back lol.

Love ya

I have changed both my layout and my pretty icon. First sexy Jeff(hehehe) and then some yummy Tristian. THEY DO IT BETTER

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Wrestling [21 Feb 2005|11:29pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Ok I may just be insane but does anyone else get a happy when they see Trish Stratus knock those diva wannabes down a couple of notches. I mean come on Christy vs. Trish now that is something I would love to see come on you know miss Trish would kick that girls ass. It is just gonna happen. I would rather see Torrie Wilson any day of the week then thos stupid Diva wannabes anyday of the week.

Diva Action

No Way Out

They had the nevre to show that stupid Diva Rookie thingie. Why in the blue heck would I buy that. I mean that one girl Michelle is the only one in which I can see actually has a furture in the company. She is actually even training did you see what she did to Dawn? It wasn't the best but it showed potential. I mean I actually like Joie but I don't see her lasting. And those other to girls that scary looking one with the nose and the brunette I didn't even catch their names. What happened to melina the only one that is acutally trained to be a wrestler.


Color me suprise when I turn on the show and lookie lookie what I see an actual Diva match that doesn't invole pillows and such. We got to see the REAL diva's wreslte and they did great. I think Molly should turn face if they need a new face. Molly hasn't been a face for awhile and I would rather see Trish as a heel. SHe is just evil and I love it.

But the best part was when they went backstage and showed the Go Daddy girl and Christy. lol. Christy made the comment about Trish's eye. (MAn was that bad). and you know my girl she then smacked the hell out of that one girl and christy did a stupid tackle into the door.

But the best part is what Trish said. The jest was that she was a real diva and not some smut that dances and gets naked. Sjhe worked for where she is and Christy won it.

Now I am making a prediction that next week we will be treated to a match between those two. But since Christy can't wreslte, it will be a T&A match which Trish use to be the queen of. So if they make her lose I will be majorly pissed.

Ok on to other WWE matches.

How fun was it to see the E&C back together I was begging to see the conchairtoe. Even if Shawn was the victim. I loved E&C I miss the days when is was all about the Hardyz, Dudleys and E&C. Some of the best damn matches I ever saw.

And Batisita come on he is just so yummy that is is hard to watch him. And when he put HHH through a table way cool.

All right I got to check my history class. Bye Bye

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[05 Oct 2004|12:37am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

RAW was so fun tonight I had a freakin' blast. Wheee. Jericho in the main event how great was that and I got to see every freakin' wrestler tonight, I walking on sunshine. It was an awesome show. The only problem I had was with Stacey winning and Carmella being back. Get the picture chica the fans hate you.


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Weridness [23 Sep 2004|11:26pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I am in a really weird mood, right now. I am Hyper and totally sleepy at the same time. It's very odd. My whole day kind of sucked majorly, I was stalked by this kid and I had a really awful nightmare last night so the whole day I was like Blah. So I wasn't really nice to my class and now I feel bad, maybe I have do something for them. I only started to feel better when I got home and sat down to eat some really yummy mexican food, so yum and then I watched the OC Special and Smackdown at the same time. Yeah I multi-task. Well back to the guy who stalked me I was walking to my next class, getting ready and doing some warmups and he just came up behind and grabbed me out of the blue and hugged me real tight and smacked a kiss on my cheek. Really I have only spoken to this guy in passing, like the only thing I can recall is asking him where my other friend Matt was at the time, so I was a little freaked out about it.. And then I noticed he was standing close the whole time I was speaking to another student. He follwed me to the classroom too. But I had to close the door. And the last thing I saw of him today. A little freaky huh?

Well to happier thought's Smackdown was a nice thing tonight I liked all the flash backs, made me real nostalgic, when HHH was as muscular, and like when The first TLC match that was on cable. Hardyz, EandC, Dudley's back when they were cool and the best duo of Jericho/Beniot. Now that's a team. Baby. Though I could have dealt without Torrie and Dawn Marie thank you very much.

Catch Ya on the Flipside.

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Raw and the real word(Not the tv show) [21 Sep 2004|11:41pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Well last night's Raw wasn't a total crap show. The stuipd Diva serch is over finally. No More of those annoying girls. Whee. And at least the girl who should of won (Christy)actually won at least that is something. She seems very intersted and wants to be wreslters. So we see. Maybe she just quit three weeks down the line *sigh*. Well on the note of the real stars. Randy, Sheton really impressed me last night. And Bastisa actually wreslted instead glowered *Shock*. I don't have anything to say about Beniot He is awlays Fantastic, Randy sursprise comeback was a good idea, and I actually enjoyed it. Now to the diva's well disliked the match majorly and I really staring to angry that they are letting Stacey win againest Molly and Trish. Molly for one thing is the best wreslter in there so she shouldn't have been pinned. But I have always hated Stacy to some degree so this nothing new. Trish did look really nice when she came down the trash talk the diva hopefuls.

But my biggest proble is that *Tear*


Wll now back to the real world, namly my Gilmore Girl and One Tree Hill night tonight. I really not liking Rory right now, and I absoulty hate Dean with akmighty passion. He needs to die. BUt on the one Tree Hill awesome show I love it Love it. I want more LOL

Well catch on the Flipsde got to go and finsh my essay. (Yah Not)

And THanks to FarieFolk for the beautiful Sarah Icon.

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My Babies [20 Sep 2004|03:42pm]
Max and Mariah

Max and Abby


Finally you get to see they beautiful children.

( "Oh look a bad guy")

[20 Sep 2004|12:57pm]
I am bored and I am mad about the emmy's. Jen Aniston should have won and now I am mad. Friends were jibbed. Arestted deveoplmet won. I have never watched an espisode of that in my life.

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[19 Sep 2004|03:09pm]
My Mom Got me Scooby Doo TWo. *DOES A HAPPY DANCE* I love it I have a problem I am a 18 year girl who still loves disney movies and Scooby Doo. Make Fun of me all you want but I never be afraid to admit my passion for the scooby. LOL

Well as I stated last night I watched Miss America and god was that a waste of my time. The girl I picked got fourth place and the girl I disliked from the beginning won.

Oooo Seth Green just came on the screen. Such a cutie *Sigh*

I even wrote a Buffy Songfic today. I have been a busy girl. Watching SMG and Seth on Scooby.

Catch ya on the Flipside

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My Buffy Day [18 Sep 2004|07:57pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Today was my Buffy day, all things Buffy today. I watched all of season one and then I fast forwarded to the world of season 4. Most don't like that season because it was the season in which Angel was MIA. But it has so of my favorite espisdoes in. Like Beer Bad, Fear Itself, The Yoko Factor. And one of the all time best Buffy espoides Restless. That is the weridest but most profound one for the scoobies. And in Season 4 we get Spike and semi-evil spike at that so fun. Right.Right now I am is a Buffy and Oz genere. I know the U/Cness of it. But Seth and Sarah are just so funny together,I have been very MIA with my computer ever since I stared the fun world of college. I really don't care for it that much and now that every thing is starting to settle down, my brain mushnessy is somewhat fading. Well I never seem to have the full functioning brain, but I dirgress.

I plan to watch Miss America tonight so I;ll probaly been on her tommorrow complaining about all those mean skinny girls. LOL

Catch ya on the flipside.

( "Oh look a bad guy")

My People [09 Aug 2004|12:03pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Hello, I am actually still alive, hehehehe.
I have a brand knew fandom to add to my ever growing list which I will give a brief rundown later. When I post again later.

The Lost World, awesome show. I used watch when it was not cancelledback it 2000 to 2002. But i found it when I was staying up all night on TNT or channel 33, at 7:00 in the morning. I loved it. I recommend it to everyone.There is this cutie David Orth, belle doesn't really like him says he not cute but he gots the geeky charm. Well my sister shouldn't be in a bad mood today. Whoo Hoo. No mean Kelly. Whoo Hoo. She gots her manga finally.

Well my mom's home so I got to get off right now. But I add on some more later.

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Nothing But Goodie's [17 Jul 2004|09:33pm]
Alright I have changed the layout isn't it preeetty. LOL. My sister thinks I nuts but it and entry I will try to list all the ships I rally for. You know in fanfiction and on the real market. Of the show or movie. I have so many it is scary I am SICK. LOL


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More Info About my likes and dislikes come on you want to know. [17 Jul 2004|04:42am]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Alright well I only did the first one to see what it would like. I am happy with my temp. Picture. It's Kevin Girirdi from Joan of Arcadica. aka Jason Ritter. Right know I am magiorly crushing on him. My sister is probaly shocked that I don't have a Buffy Icon. Becuase of my unhealthy fixtation with that universe.

I am Jillian And I have a problem. I love the world of vampire's. LOL.

It is still night time. And I am still listening to video's. BORING.

Speaking of music. I think I am slowy driving my sister to the brink of madness with the song "Live Like You Were Dying" by Tim McGraw.

HeHehe it is fun.
Has anyone seen the new Jessica Simpson song Angel's. Doesn't she sound just a little odd singing. I not bashing her just questioning.

Short I know but if I am still awake will write again bye bye.

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First Ever [17 Jul 2004|04:07am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Blame my sister. She got me into this world of sharing my thought's. Well As you can tell I am an insomic. Well it's just that I never can go to sleep when I want so I am sitting in the living room watching music video's. Gave you noticed that their are a lot of hoe's in music video's. LOL. I probaly knoe Usher's songs by heart becaus that is all that come on. I really dislike infomericals. They tell you too loose weight then they show a food commerical. Please like that's going to help me. Sheesh.

Later Days

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